I am almost as bad at making major decisions as I am at writing headlines. Sorry about that. But I just don’t know what to title this post – it really is about my lack of ability to decide. My lack of wisdom.
Wisdom comes from experience, right? So can I blame my wavering thought process on my youth? Or maybe my naivety? I feel as though I am constantly asking people for advice, when I should be able to look at two choices and boldly know which way to go.
Or maybe I do know which way to go, but I am just not brave enough to walk down that path. I have my family behind me, telling me they support me, and yet I hesitate.
I hesitate because I am too kind. I fear that my actions will inconvenience someone and I don’t want to cause that, I’d rather be the one inconvenienced. I’d rather give to others than do what is “selfish.”
One road is uncertain, yet I know it is best for my family and me.
One road is concrete, visible, and yet in obvious ways not best for me.
Do you walk out on faith or do you continue with what you know?
Two roads….one decision…